Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 11:23 PM
!!
A vry long time since I posted.
Teacher's day just went pass
and guess wad?
It means that my exams are coming.
Worse still..I'm gonna leave this school for good
T.T
I've been preparing for the Os on a regular basis,
but I just can't bring myself to sit down and study for
3hours straight...
Its so damn mugger style which totally doesn't suit me.
And so..I'll still be gaming.
Except that it will be reduced on weekdays.
I've been feeling very...
unhappy these few days.
It seems like ppl don't regconise me for wad I do,
even when I help them, they channel the credit
to someone else.
Worse still, some even claim it as their own effort
for their success.
As much as I try to be an elite in something,
there will always be something or someone there as obstruction.
It kinda hurts my ego not being the best at what Im doing.
As I grow older, I realise that my addiction is getting stronger,
it seems that death is so fascinating, yet such a scary thing.
